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Purpose/Destiny

Highway to Heaven: A Driver Driven

There are things that happen in life you just never forget.

I was talking to a man in the gym a few years ago and he asked me what I did for a living. I was working in public transportation as a bus driver at the time, so my immediate reflex was just to say that. However, by way of conviction I caught myself, and for the first time I proceeded to tell (foretell actually) someone my purpose. After I finished telling him to the best of my ability, he replied with a phrase I knew was profound, but didn’t discern more deeply until now.

“Wow. That’s awesome,” he said. You’re giving people a highway to heaven huh?! Wait, what? A highway to heaven? (For some reason I just thought about a ladder, Israel’s ladder 🪜 to be exact, but I’ll explore and save that for another post). The phrase sounded so beautiful, so poetic, and has certainly remained in my spirit until this day.

Do you know upon meditating on this phrase the Spirit of YHVH Elohim has given me other unique, poetic phrases? Phrases like “pathway to purpose,” “interstate to identity,” and “freeway to fulfillment,” just to name a few. What does all of these phrases have in common? You probably caught it by now. In case you didn’t, they all have to do with travel and transportation – the very occupation I was doing at the time! What’s my point? I didn’t tell the guy in the gym my job. I told him (foretold him) my deeper, Spirit-calling purpose, and unbeknownst to him and I, he confirmed it with a phrase that correlated with my present job, but prophesied my future purpose! Neither one of us could have comprehended the depths, the intricacies of that! Well, that is until now. I knew it was profound, as I stated, by the Spirit in me. It resonated immediately, but seeing and understanding it more deeply now is incredible! (This seems to be happening to me a lot lately, and I LOVE it!) I prophesied my purpose to that man, and Yahuah Elohim used him as a vessel to prophesy back to me; correlating, confirming, and to a degree, clarifying the prophecy!

There’s another interesting twist that stands out as I reflect on this event. I was essentially “wrestling” with the Spirit at this particular time as well. Honestly, I had one foot out the door already – feeling, sensing His prompting to leave my job. However, on the other hand, I was/am responsible for a wife, children, etc., so there was a bit of “careful reluctance” initially. It’s similar to Moses or Gideon’s call. YHVH encounters them, and calls and commissions them into their true identity and assignment. Although this is a grand, supernatural, and powerful event, there could exist a timeframe of reluctance – a moment or moments of grappling with the call and the things prohibiting you from entering the call. Gideon was fearful of pretty much everybody. Moses was afraid too, and even tried to disqualify himself because of some sort of speech impediment. In both of their cases and in mine, more confirmation and assurance was needed to pacify our hearts, to ease our minds, to have us know for certain that He is with us! (O’ YAHUAH we love you! YAHUAH we need you! We are fearful, brittle, and mere mortals without YOU! You are our Immortality! Thank you for immortalizing us! In the name of Yahusha Ha’Mashiach)! Prayer ensued, and do you know this confirming, validating event, along with a few others, served as an answer to my prayers and grappling with the Spirit! It was Daddy God’s way of pushing me along, confirming His promptings, and ushering me into His divine purpose for my life. “Yes, son. Go. I AM calling you. I AM with you. I AM that I AM! What a Savior. What a Healer. What a Redeemer. What a Father!

Much has changed since I was called out of my natural occupation into my true identity and purpose four years ago, but then again, not really. I still am in the business of “public transportation,” just in a different way. I still transport people to their destination (destiny) but now it’s not their physical one but their Spiritual one. I still transport my passengers – the people that the Father have given and will give to me – to their destination, but my vehicle now is not a bus. What is my vehicle? What is the mode of transportation? My life’s testimony and my life’s purpose. My life testifies to the Truth; from beginning, to now, and until the end. My life’s purpose reflects the Truth; worshiping and glorifying Him through the good works He has prepared for me to do. Not the (transit) authority’s way. The Authority’s way!

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Inspiration/Enlightenment Purpose/Destiny

Grace: A New Wrinkle

I was in the process of editing and posting a video clip on social media yesterday, and as I was writing the caption the LORD showed me another wrinkle of His Grace in my life.

I was running. I thought I was running to things to fulfill me because I was driven or fueled up by past pain, hurt, failures, etc., and I was. However, yesterday the LORD showed me, within all of the running, I was actually running from the call – His call on my life! I was scared of it. I didn’t want it (think Moses). Like Moses, I wasn’t an eloquent speaker. I stuttered all my life, so the call to lead, minister, and speak the wondrous works of GOD scared me! You have the wrong guy! How is this going to work LORD?!?! You don’t know what You’re talking about! So, an internal battle ensued. On one hand, I knew I was different. I knew I had potential, as there were flashes of promise at different points throughout my life. On the other, I had a speech impediment which crippled my confidence and despaired my soul! So, as Moses did, I ran. I ran to business to find fulfillment. I ran to music. I ran to things, all in an effort to circumvent or bypass the call! Guess what? All of my vain, futile attempts led me to the wilderness – where I encountered the LORD, just as He planned all along.

I ran from speaking. I would crouch and cower in fear! Now, I live to speak and speak to live. Wow. What a Savior. What a Redeemer. What Grace! The Grace of Moses? You better believe it. In Jesus name.

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Children/Youth Empowerment

The Internal Gem

Each one of us is born with the gem within – a unique, divinely implanted gift, skill, or ability interwoven by Daddy GOD into the fabric of our being that naturally attracts people to us. The sad reality is this once pure, internal gem given by a pure and beautiful GOD often gets smeared by the staining, demoralizing effects of living in fallen world.

My children struggle with inclusion and acceptance. They are radically different from most of their peers, and they have had to endure bullying and getting picked on because of it. They don’t have the latest phones, tablets, gadgets, and video games. Heck, they’re not even familiar or able to interpret all the latest lingo of their generation. While we have them shielded from certain things and are raising them differently, I have tried to explain to them on several occasions the reason they have endured bullying and other things is not due to that truth. It’s due to the gem 💎 within – the corruption of it, the smearing of it. This corruption leads to a corrupted conscious OF one’s own self and corrupted confidence IN one’s own self. Furthermore, this causes you to devalue the internal gem and place higher value on the external gems, i.e. material things, clothes, phones, video games, etc., leaving you hurt and unfulfilled.

Never trade the internal for the external – the eternal for the temporary. The gem 💎 within, placed purposefully, intricately in the depths of our soul by the great and glorious Father of mercies is enough. The truth of the gem leads to the Truth of GOD, which leads to abundant life and all that comes with it. In Jesus name.

To my children with Love,

Dad